i'm TIRED:(

after school today all gerls went back hm together as they plan to go acie's house to watch 4-Bia at her place,but the thing is that i really wanted to follow but i was soo drain out and tired even in the train i just kept numb..so as usual lh i didn't follow their plans and headed home straight..

apelagi balik kalao dah nampak katil tkde penghuni,aku conquer lh,so yeah slept with my uni's on,was sssoooooo freaking tired guess from all this things happening makes me soo tired..i soo wana get this thing over and done with..so yeah took some stuffs and apelagi end up i have to go to the toilet like every hour as i had the runs continuously..really felt shitty this few days..

i really need a day to think it thru properly wat my next actions would be...

PAY DAY:)

YEAH I THINK PAY DAY IS TOMORROW SOOOOOOOOOO GONNNNNAAAA CHECK IT OUT!!!!!cuz why?I'M BROKE..bhahaha..oklh 2morrow morning-morning i soooo gonna c the ATM...yippy yip:)dalh gonna called it a nite lh..nite people:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)

camwhoring wit boifie:)

DICKIES and hand-made CARD:)

since just now,he ask me to sing him a birthday song but i was reluctant,bukan aper nanti takot hujan babe..hhe so yeah over here i'm gonna sing him a birthday song..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAUZI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

yeah!!!omg u're 22 oready,hmm biler lh aku nk jejak kan kaki ke alam dua puluhan tahun..hhe

so yeah today the both of us skip school just for his b'dae..hhax..wah bagus kan..so yeah in the morning supposed he pick me up under my block at 7 for breakfast,but kan end up not me late,but the b'dae boi yg lambat,hmm bersolek punya lh lama..actually NOT!!his late bcuz he slept at 1.30am the previous nite,yelah tu kater pukul 11 ehk nk tido..so yeah since it was his b'dae i decide not to be angry lh..kecian pulak kan..

so yeah meet at 7.30am and off we go have breakfast at COFFEE BEAN Sembawang,as usual i ordered Egg Club sandwich~content of the sandwich ham,eggs and tons of CHEESE!!!had a few bites and that was it punya lh memuakkan,hubby just ordered brownies as he knew i wouldn't finish up my food,so end up he ate it lh..after breakfast we went to enjoy each other companies like there's no tomorrow..seriously every single second of it was MAGICAL,WONDERFUL and PERFECT!!!i really really had an enjoyable time together even thou i had wasted lots of tyme..hha u noe, i noe ehk baby..

anyway seriously i made a last minute shopping for his b'dae present..hhe sorry babe,ok people guys stuff are soo difficult to find,i end up not knowing wat to buy for this MR of mine,first wen to amk hub,punya lh boring,end up just bought a DICKIES sweater-like for him..one word PERFECTO!!!o n yeah did i mention the sales person was incredible hot,hha so my cuzzies were like please can we walk past DICKIES again..hha btw thanks cuzzies for temaning me finding his b'dae gift,had a great tyme wit u guys:)

went back hm and poof straight do his card,was soooo last minute but yeah managed to finish it,so yeah i decide to write 22 things that i love or fall for him..few of it was(if can recall)*LUV TO MENYENYEH*PATIENT*ALWAYS REMIND ME OF MY FINANCIAL STATUS*and yada yada yada..so yeah i did it wen he was calling me!!!hhax so end up we didn't talk much and after that ard 11.30pm i decide to call it a day..

headed back to wdls and since i was craving for bubble tea i ask him to drove me near my sec sch tht sid,seriously the bubble tea is freaking amazing and delicious!!i had peach red tea and he had oreo almond,after tht drove back to my place and decide to do an A.A.R near the Jetty tht side,so yeah since my last meal was at 8,end up my stomach masok angin babe,vomitted again,pfft!!!hubby said my face was freaking PALE and he was afraid i would FAINT!!!hhe but now i think ok oready after had my panadols...

baby i had a wonderful and enjoyable time wit u just now,how u treat me as thou it was my b'dae pulak..hhe...wanna wish you HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO YOU,and hope that God panjangkan umur and rezeki you..AMIN*:)

HATRED

i kindda miss my bro oready, trust me to say that..well seriously tadi pagi-pagi i straight went to work and he was still busy sleeping beside my mum,SUNGGUH GEREK tido bawa ketiak mak..didn't managed to kiss him thou,cuz i went home late due to my movie,went home and poof his gone "camping" to his rumah mak angkat dier kat yishun..haiz bored sey no one for me to tease and play with..tulh biler dier ader,smua malas nk jaga,biler takde smua CARI!!!

seriously lately i have been feeling abit sicky,my head hurts and i am barely alive to do anythink..prob the main problem rite now that makes me sick would be ******** that i'm falling sick by the day..seriously i never needed your corrections on everything from how i act to wat i say,i just wan you to leave me aside and seriously i don't give a damn anymore abot you cuz i strike you of my priority list oready,i don't even care if you die oso,cuz it would be soooo much better for me,i SWEAR!!!god i realised that not talking to you have been the greatest achievement that i had accomplished so far..how i wish i would wake up one day and realise that u're GONE,seriously i would even held a party for 7 DAYS and 7 NIGHTS celebrating non-stop,i soooo seriously am fucking serious rite now wen i say this,guess wat grudges don't go away easily for me,wat u inflicted on me now,i would definitely have my revenge wen i'm old enuf,i sooo MEAN IT...

worth IT:)

at last i managed to find tyme to watch HSM with kak NURUL...phew!!!actually wanted to watch on sunday,but last minute i have go work..haiya papaya..so yeah told her and off she went to booked online,well standard i waited for her..at first i was hesitant to watch lh,cuz like i was oso tired abit,but since she told me that she booked oready so go onli lh..

well seriously the moment the show start,wah all ur kepenatan kan smua hilang,and makes u wana dance and sing along...seriously the movie was FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!4.99 if i were to rate upon 5,it is worth your money..i really loved the sets,dance moves and everythink..xpecially TROY BOLTON!!!mak oi punya lh HOT!!!terkeluar smua air liur ku melihat kehansomeman dier..hiaz..cair babe aku..hha..so yeah but the thing that i was abit dissapointed is that it has too much singing lh,wen ur into the storyline trus sing..haiya..but it was still awesome lh...well seriously it is that GOOD people,more sweeter if you watch it with ur bf/gf..more romantic,den you can dream u're the GABRIELLA and ur bf TROY..hhe feeling-feeling sikit lh..hha..

anyway of cuz before the movie start,got thriller rite,omg BOLTZ is FREAKING COOL..hha funny lh the hamster,freaking CUTE and ADORABLE!!prob that's gonna be my next movie..

running AWAY:(

phew!!after a long day at sch and work,i finally managed to of cuz apelagi online lh..hhe ok wen i was otw home with acie rite,we saw this few marsiling primary school boys tau,mak oi dari jauh dah mcm makcik dorang bbual,SUNGGUH IRRITATING!!!!oklah took the same bus home and guess wat they sat behind us!!!ya ampuin!!!punya lh noisy..but kan got this kid among them suara tk saling tumpah mcm UPIN AND IPIN!!!!bila dier ckp betol x3 kan i straight turn to acie and said KAO SAME SEY NIE BUDAK BBUAL!!!hha...well cute and irritating bunch of kids:)

well for this couple of days,i soo not myself,hmm etahlh ehk this few days i'm always cranky and angry,tk blh kene sikit trus marah:( hmm idk wats happening to me i feel as thou i'm full of hatred and really feel like running away or better still dont wanna WAKE UP at all!!!!seriously my mood was like FUCK sia..wana say PMS haven yet,well it's just that my habit is that i loved to keep everythink to myself,so ya akibatnye jadi GILER lh aku..i'm the kind of person who likes to keep anythink and everythink personal to myself expecially problems,infact i would sometimes just cry myself to sleep,ya emo huh but thts how i release everythink out...so yeah i guess i really really need to let lose and get everythink out ASAP!!!

infact i miss my wacko side of me soooo MUCH,even my hubby said,"YOU, I MISS UR WACKO SID OF YOU,BUT NOT THIS QUITE SIDE OF YOU"...that really sets me thinking that i can't handle my problems that well,gosh!!well actually he said that if you have any problems must share,but i can't bring myself to tell anyone,even not my BESTIE,sorry to my both beloved ones(my hubby and wedah) that i can let you guys in on this,well everyone would usually say that TYME WOULD HEAL EVERYTHINK,hmm don't noe whether its freaking true or just some BULLSHIT..

psst people i'm soo freaking tired, gosh i sooo like don't wana wake up and just hope that i could turn back the tyme,but NOOOOO i can't:(

friendships and RELATIONSHIPS:)

seriously i sooooo freaking miss my BESTIE, WIRDAH BTE JAMIL and my sec mates and art mates..gosh i miss JAYSON wen we play hide and seek in art room until like from morning till afternoon~supposed to do our art submission for "N"and "O" lvls thou,DAFFY and ATTY's crappyness and them shouting from afar,"MUMMY!!!!!"and straight hug me or slap my boobies..hha, JERKS of 5S1, my soulmates in not attending classes or better still SLACK during P.O.A lesson and onli come alive during physical education xpecially wen playing soccer or floorball..well everyone's buzy and tight schedule would be the main culprit that we couldn't hang out that much lh..from sec 1 we we're tgt till we grow up and become young adults,the journey that we went thru was such a freaking and memorable one,bittersweet memories..peeps i hope we could meet up and catch up okay:)i soooo MISSING U PEOPLE the MOST!!!!

rite now i'm blessed to be the gerl happily attached to MD FAUZI who is freaking awesome and amazing..this relationship that i had was far different from all my previous relationship,cuz really i would craze him every minute and seconds of the day,can make me a bit paranoid oso!!hhahha
but really he is one hell of a patient guy,pasal ape tau,aku nie slalu ader MOOD SWINGS yang tk menentu,slalu flare up like a spitfire and the end product i would always vent everythink towards him even thou he didn't make any mistakes guess i'm too much huh:( really nothing feels quite rite wen i'm not with him thou..his promises,assurance and always full of surprises really were the few qualities that i really love abot him..baby i really can't wait to spent the whole day with you on ur bdae cuz i foresee that it's gonna be an amazing day which i would definitely not ever gonna forget for the rest of my life:)

opening CEREMONY:)

HAPPY BDAE IDA KE BEDAH:)

psst:sorry people not rotate to the center..lazy lh..hhe

surprise surprise and more SURPRISED:)

my LAUGH EM gangs!!!!i soooooo LOVING EM:)

her beatiful and yummylicious cuppycakes:)
bdae gerl with her presents:)

phew!!!at last secrets out!!!bukan main susah to keep a secret..hhe but it was all worth it man..trust me the ending and to see people shocked and amazed is all worth it..so yeah this bdae surprised was soo freaking cool:)HAPPY 18 BDAE IDA*SINGS*

anyway thanks to my boifie oso!!! lucky he was there to accompany me early in the morning!!!sacrificing his slp jus to follow me,awww so freaking sweet..bibeh I LUV U LH!!!!hhe anyway ur bdae is coming soon!!!huhu can't wait lh..

nightmares of HOTEL 626:(

ok people if u're fit enuf,game enuf,try playing this online game!!!let me tell you this even the biggest bullies would chicken out playing this fcuking scarry game,trust me i nearly jump out of my chair!!!!that scarry,or i'm just too scarred lh..well to play this game u need a webcam,mic and best part,u sit ALONE!!!!yes ALONE!!!!in the dark!!!!!syiok sia.i nearly pee in the seat sia!!!hhahhahah...but u need to wait 6pm till 6 am to play this game,etahlh prob the title kot..so yeah people let me just giv u the address if u wana test ur "iman level"~www.hotel626.com

apelagi tunggu try playing,i bet u would not even manage to finish the game...

OMFG:)

i REALLY REALLY WANA WANA pour my biggest disappointment to a person in my class..hmm wana noe why i wana say bot this person,let me put it as A lh so easier tht way..A, rite is some times very pitiful,wait in fact i wound'nt say sometimes let me say ALWAYS pitiful cuz like everyone is afraid to get close to A,not becuz Ais sick watsoever but behaviour is sooo superduper scarry marry lh...trust me everyone tried to gel with A but aiya it get soooo freaking weird lh,its not as thou the whole class hates A or wat,but aiya we just dont noe wat in the world was A thinking man...so that part is scarry,mcm pyshco gitu..

so guess wat today,oklh since it was raining cats and dogs AGAIN me and my the not full LAUGH EM(yanie and juli sakit btw) had our breakfast a.k.a lunch lh at the canteen since kite smua CHEAPOH kan we decide to buy drinks from co-op shop lh,so yeah while i was Q-ing with ida A was like trying out some long pants so yeah,oklh nie klao tk banyak org tkpe tao,but the shop was freaking crowded sia,the worst part was,A was walking around in BOXERS!!yeah BOXERS people,both of us were like wat the fish!!!the way A does it remind me of people trying their outfits in fittings rooms but this want a bit diff lh since our co-op shop got glass door,everyone can see,haiyo..

so yeah paid everythink and tot it was going end,but the worst horror was A made an appearance in just BOXERS walking to the nearest toilet,mak oi,dah smua org tengok,haiyo papayo btol lh,kawan kite nie tau..prob that's the way A is weird and mysterious,as thou u can't enter A world's of dillusion..so yeah that was quite shocking lh to see,that A can go to that extend..

so yeah after eating,trus daku pulang bersama acie,hmm bought some stuffs,head to yishun,meet my boifie and gfs,spent tyme jap den straight went home for a telematch..wow!!
so yeah here i am updating for today events that had happen,o yeah didn't manage to watch TRANSFORMERS thou,dah kesuntukkan masa lh,since everyone was fighting for the remote,shuts man!!!should jus sit ther and rot..

well tomorrow got SNW haiya man,abit tired thou but it would definitely be a great 1.5hrs to spent with ur classmates to bond further..so yeah, can't wait guys..

klah wana head to bed liao,yawns:0

i sooo loving this SONG:)

aite people i got another song that i kindda fall head over toes with..by AKON,thou oklh went i first heard the song i was like~wat the fcuk song is this with the na na na na thingy at the back of the sentence,den wen heard few tymes mcm naik sedap pulak gitu..apelagi check out the lyrics lah maner lh tau mepek kan,den wen read~hei bloody good lyrics sia,deep meaning,full of sentimental values for those people who misses the ex's badly,people this song is good for you man..has a catchy tune tu,so yeah i love a part in the song wen he sang

MISTAKES WERE MADE BETWEEN US TWO
AND WE SHOWED OURSELVES THAT NIGHT
EVEN SAID SOME THINGS THAT WEREN'T TRUE
WHY YOU GO..(yada yada yada)~not in the song lh..skip some
CUZ YOU WERE MY HOMIE, LOVER AND FRIEND

WISH WE NVR BROKE UP RIGHT NA NA NA
WE NEED TO LINK UP RIGHT NA NA NA.....

seriously i don't know why i have this sudden urge to giv him a msg, but i still haven msg him thou,hmm prob dah menjadi kebiasaan kot dulu klao boring-boring msg dier..hmm kan padan ngan muka aku klao klao dier marah, buang 5 cents aku je,hha..well i still hope that we could meet up some day and talk bot things that had happen since the day we went our seperate ways,trust me i don't have any feeling more for him cuz i have someone better but he still someone i still care about lh..so yeah,psst babe hope u're doing great aite:)

i sooooo want IT:)

alrite wen i was going to work rite on a particular day,i saw this phone which i sooooo want it,its elegant,slick,candid,and basically practical and and PRETTY WETTY!!!not onli it is available in black but oso got other colours as well...hmm basically rite the phone is from SAMSUNG..model F480...but butkan the thing is that it is touch screen lh..i noe i'm not the "jaga kind of person"so yeah sekejap je klao jaga barang,pas tu hmm jahanam..dah mcm watch adidasku yg colour brown,dah jadi ALMARRHUMMMM..teheee wehee(baby if ur reading this,HINT tao)hhahhax...tkde lh..wanted to purchase the nokia N95 but aiya menjak-menjak nie touch screen phone has been growing like mushrooms sia..so i oso got the urge lor..hha..but aiya feel wasted if i we're to buy,cuz this year i just change my phone to the sony e w910..haiya papaya btol lh...but this phone oso dah calar balar..shuts man,maner tidak dah jatuh kat train smua..haiya chi bei chialat...

gosh it's sunday and guess wat its raining cats and dogs..hmm kan gerek if i were to just slp and snuggle and watch TRANSFORMERS..hmm don't noe lh for the past few days mcm naik syiok pulak watch that DVD over and over again..in fact some of the scripts i have memorise!!!shia is soooooo freaking HOT in that movie!!!!!awesome babe..can't wait for the part 2 to hit the screen,hopefully nxt year.still in the context bot movie yeah HSM 3 coming out this friday,wanted to watch it with my LAUGH EM gangs imagine the five of us sitting in a row and khusyuk watch the movie amongst the kids in age less than 13,ya ampuin!!!hha ape nk buat best gitu being swept onto a magical land of eastwood high school with TROY,dancing and singing, we're all in this together!!!!!hhahhaha

but aiya my gerls have been feeling sicky lately,first was acie due to her eyes next was yanie...hmm sape pulak lepas tu yang akan dijangkiti kuman wabak seterusnya..nvrm gerls lets take precautions aite..huhu...but but kan i am sooooo freaking excited for this week,many events gonna take place,planning,talking,discussing,hmm the adventure of this expedition is sooo making me way to excited..hmmm i think my gerls and i can set up a company and plan stuff!!!sometimes the ideas are sooo funny,out of the box and creative but with a sprinkle and touch of hornyness!!!hhax well my gerls are the open and funny tyme so yeah we're not afraid of making a fool of ourselves in the event of making each other bellies suffering from massive laughter syndrom..hhhahahah

i sooooo like want my pay rite now cuz i have lesser dushk(money lh),haiz biler lh gaji nnk masok..punya lh lama...hmm nvrm tis month wan i soo wana spent cuz i noe last month hols i have been working like mad..even up to 10 hrs per day pon ader..haiz hardworking lh katekan..hha lepas tu standard complaint pat hubby,"U,U I PENAT!!!!"hhax even some tyme vent my anger pon ader,kecian pulak dier tempat daku throw tantrums..hheeee, i'm soooo soooo sorrry babe..well actually some things happen,i noe i was not supposed to do that,but in a case wen u're tired and ngantok and lazy wen someone step on ur toes u kind of get mad for tiny things..recently i was like throwing tantrums at him for tat nite,i was sooo not in the mood wen he said that,so i just kept quiet thru out the conversation,seriously i noe that i love to say things or even plan but i would not do it NOW,but eventually at a later date i would get it done..u can't expect me to change on the spot mah,this have always been my habit sey so naturally i have to take tyme to make amendments to change this other side of me...hmm agaknye dah oklh sekarang..

klah people i'm hungry and sleepy liao will update at a later date aite!!!

amk CENTRAL:)

early in the morning acie gave me a huge shocked!!!her eyes was damn swollen and red man,promised her that i would accompany her to see the doctor during our two hours break,or if not i jus don't go SNW lor..

morning-morning went to have business communication,mak oi banyak sungguh dorang break it down!!ppt lah this lh that lh..aiya..from what i can see business comm is like english sub sia..hmm letter writting and stuff..can't wait to get my hands into it..

after that had marketing lesson,ya ampuin!!!boring sungguh seriously i don't even listen what he said just now..hmm its even drier then bzf..lots of memorisation i think..bored sia,end up me and juls in our own world,ida and aci in theirs..hhax

guess what SNW cancel!!!apelagi kesukaan daku dibuatnye..huhu..so yeah we(yans,me,juls,aci) plan to go marsiling or amk polyclinic..so yeah we made a decision at last to head to amk poly..arrived at 11.30am and of course POLY,u have to WAIT!!!punya lh sejuk kat situ..hhax..end up we went off around 1.30pm which was resonable lh actually,but kan to make it worst we haven eaten anythink so yeah all of our stomach made a tune..hha we are the only ppl who were kecoh at poly..hha joke of MISAI(inside joke) lh this lh..hha terkekek smua..

poof smua mcm lipas kodong pi makan at banquent amk..hmm settle for something soupy..oklh i guess..otw home meet a cekopek uncle,omg punya dekat dier stand behind yanie!!!apelagi smua cabutan..huhu!!settle for green cabin,juls and acie told me that infront of us is a vasantham star actor!!manerlh daku tau..hhax..they say he always play a role in the weekends..looks like i have to watch more of tamil shows..lol!!!

dropped of at wdlds,while going down the escalator saw this person,think hard at last i managed to recall...rupe-rupenye turn out to be fauzi's third sibling,patotlh mcm knal and familiar gitu mukanye..huhu..hmm guess i have to go to sch alone tomorrow..haiz..acie GET WELL SOON GF!!!

13 OCTOBER 2008:)

gosh!!!my hols finished liao, at first heard many news of the upcoming timetable we're supposed to get..some say monday 6 hrs break some say 2 hrs break..seriously i don't care,aiya come onli n see lor..

so yeah hmm as usual lh wake up early but aiya late mcm biase,huhu they waited at bns n poof i came, meet julie at admiralty..oh yeah i kindda miss d ambience of 7.30 am crowd!!maklum lh dah lama tk pi sekolah katekan..hhax hop the train,n yeah straight to admiralty~meet juls another TL gerlfwn..alangkah terperanjatnye daku melihat rambut dier!!!one word AWESOME..huhu suits her features thou..n again hop on the upcoming train to BISHAN to meet the rest..

standard lh went out of the ticketing counter~banyak sungguh budak-budak ITE BISHAN,saw shaiful,naz,fifi and gang and yeah ida ke bedah..huhu!!as usual yanie lambat..waited for her and off we go to school..the moment the five of us are unite ape lagi~laughter,laughter and MORE LAUGHTER!!!sampai sakit perot daku dibuatnye:)

get to know miss noraini was absent,aiya if not can sleep longer sey..bohoho..apelagi all angkat kaki pi canteen..so yeah talk and giggle until 9am..meet mr foong,gonna taught us marketing..got our timetable,ya ampuin!!!!

hate my monday..might as well not need to come sia..2hrs only,sooo wasted..gosh get to know from miss noraini that mr foong plan the whole sch timetable..sungguh kecewa daku dengannye..so yeah end at 10am,apelagi kuar lah nmpknye..my gfs went out somewhere rounding s'pore while i follow my boifie only lh..went have breakfast at amk mac,while eating he said,"U,NAK WATCH MOVIE KE PI ZOO"..shocked sekejap went he say zoo..standard r i my reply,"SEMBARANG"..hha..ok seriously he was not happy everytime i gave him that answer..lucky nvr go zoo~raining cats and dogs sia,so yeah make our way watch movie..watch BIG STAN..overall i gave them 4 out of 5..funny giler,touching,sedih..aiya all lh..drop me off at cwp..

had dinner with my mumsy and couzzie at seoul garden..omg!! my blouse smell the asap-asap sey from them..haiz terpaksa lh cuci..wanting to make ice-kacang but didn't know how the machine works,so have to settle for ice-cream onli..hmm

yeh yeh raye PART 2:)

hha oklh yesterdae was a fun and enjoyable day...huhu!!out to raye with my sec mates..aci,wedah,aidil,abu,aisya,salmah,junainah,izzat,nizam,danial o n my hubby oso have.standard lh rumah aku yang menjadi meeting POINT..hha

basically i was happy with the journey until someone made me feel uncomfortable..not only me but wedah oso..atleast A should know the limits lh to want the word fwen is..oklh if we're single nvrm but we're attached for godness sake..

hmm went to "doctors" house punya lah weird,hha sikit2 wedah pinch!!yang kelakarnye wen A called me SAYANG,straight wedah tease me..everytime wen we're talking he keep on saying abot the past,babe take my advice and MOVE ON cuz i'm more than happy with wat i had rite now..we also waited quite long over ther cuz we're waiting for my hubby to arrived back..

so yeah stupid incident and jokes here and ther..hha i soo miss my JERKS..good to c u guys xcept ARIF and RAJ wasn't ther,i soo miss him badly!!!hhax..so yeah waiting for them to send the pics all so that i can upload!!!hha cepat-cepatlh kawan online,aku menunggu:)

yeh yeh RAYE:)

some of the pic i managed to upload only lh..i LOVE this heels..cost me $39.90 to get them..peeps get them at CHARLES AND KEITH for pretty wetty HEELS.."ehk aku dah mcm promoter CHARLES AND KEITH pulak"